Saying Something Just to be Saying Something

A Change

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 23:40:16 GMT

That's really what I would like to see in myself. Maybe not just one change, but a whole bunch. Or maybe a big one.

So, to start off this wish/desire to change, maskedflame is now cyroblues. I know, it's only been what, four months since I created this Livejournal account, but I really can't stick with something for too long. It's not my nature. Plus, cyroblues sounds better than maskedflame. XD

Sayonara~

Blah

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:34:17 GMT

Remember when I said I would write a blog entry about the anime that I've seen in the past few months? Well, I lied, and I don't plan on, seeing the limited time I have, doing it anytime soon.

I really should get going on studying for my Chinese test tomorrow, but I feel too lazy. I want to start studying after I type and send my teacher my essay because...I just do.

Two more days left of this Christmas break, and then Dead Week...Let's hope it doesn't join these past two weeks in trying to kill me.

Gosh, I really wish this Friday was last Friday...that would mean one more week of break left and more time for anything and everything.

Haha. Stupid teachers trying to drown us in stupid projects...gar

No more candy canes...sometimes, I feel as if I live during Christmas break for only the candy canes that I acquired during the last school days of any year. Peppermint ones rock. As do Sweet Tart flavored ones.

So the winter season of anime has officially started...talk about it when I get the motivation to do that anime entry I've been postponing for the past few weeks/months.

I Swear, The Holidays Make Me More Tired Than Regular School Days Do

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 08:38:33 GMT

We held another party tonight, but it's for my grandmother's birthday so I was obliged to not completely hate another family gathering.

I feel like I've been all over the place lately...

I'm usually not the type of person to be offended by anything, but I guess everyone has their limits. My family thinks of me giving up my phone for my uncle, who needs a new one as his contract has expired, rather than think of my brother giving up his phone for my uncle. It's like they think I need it less than my brother, which is so not true. They all ask me to let my uncle have my phone and ask me to share a cell phone with my mother. There was something else I wanted to add, something related to this topic, but I can't remember it right now, so I'll leave this subject at that.

I'll do a whole anime review thing tomorrow to talk about all the anime I've completed since...a few months ago. I plan to make it short and simple as I don't have a lot of time what with all the homework I have left...

In Continuation Of My Last Post From The Previous Year...

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 08:03:52 GMT

I didn't get everything down like I wanted, because I wanted to post that post before the '08 year. So here's my first post of the New Year...yay?

I bet everyone in my time zone is wishing each other a Happy New Year with joyous smiles and warm hugs filled with love...and I bet the people in the Middle East of Asia are cursing the New Years as it does not mean an end to the depressing lives they are currently leading and as it does not bring them hopes of a brighter future.

So another year has come and gone, and yet here we still are. Though we have been through more experiences, we are still the despicable humans that will never truly change for the better.

I can't help but think of this time last year, when I was still in 8th grade and hating it. Now, looking back, I realize how stupid i was. That year, my 8th grade year, was the best year OF MY LIFE( I know, it's still too early to really know and state this, but from my living years, I feel that that has been the best). There is no competition, because eighth grade had everything-close friends, awesome (and GOOD) teachers that knew how to teach, and a great school. If I could just turn the hands of a clock back and actually go back to those days, I would, without a doubt, be truly happy. Considering my current school life and the way the year is headed, last year was heaven. Heck, it was more than heaven; it was heaven beyond heaven. I hate how time flies...

So, as the countdown is tradition, so is making resolutions, but knowing myself and my complete lack of willpower, even with the strongest of feelings while making my resolutions will not change anything. Those resolutions will remain untouched throughout the whole year and for many years after that.

That's that. '08, here I come (to slip and fall and possibly break a arm or leg). I just can't hate my pessimism.

New Years '08

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 07:59:16 GMT

About one more freaking minute until the start of the joyful screams and shouts to signal the beginning of the 2008 year. Personally, I don't enjoy the New Year anymore as with each year, the world gets worse and worse as we humans get worse and worse causing the Earth to rot away, and one day, in the future, we will be celebrating the New Year with the traditional countdown and as we reach that number one, the Earth will explode as a whole, obliterating everyone and everything on and in it. Yeah. It's going to happen someday. Perhaps not in that exact fashion, but it'll happen. So, seeing as I despise the New Year so much, I shouldn't celebrate it and participate in the countdown right? I wish I could. I wish I could. But sadly, due to my family and due to tradition, I can do nothing to NOT celebrate this...happy event.

Christmas Break

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 06:37:29 GMT

The stupid holidays and all the free time have encouraged my family to hold many gatherings and forced me to stuff myself with multitudes of foods that are full of fat and that make me feel like my stomach will burst from the strain. I over-exaggerated on that last part as I always do, but it's still holds some truth. We've had a Christmas party on the 24th, a restaurant outing on the 26th, another restaurant outing on the 27th, and a baby shower at my aunt's house yesterday. We also have another party on the 31st to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. Maybe December is just everyone's time to hold many parties; perhaps that's why everyone gains so much weight during the holidays...Not really something to enjoy even with all the high spirits and festivities.

I've read and watched lots of anime and manga since the start of this break that is SUPPOSED to act as a time where people can RELAX and ENJOY their time off from work or school, but that's NOT the case anymore. GRRR. I digress, but GRRRR. I'll talk about this wonderful and awesome form of entertainment in another post. I'm planning on doing one of those year-in-review type posts later...Now that I think about it, I really should do it tonight as I won't have time tomorrow. Damn.

I still have boatloads of homework to finish. I think I'm going to die just thinking about it all...Chinese homework, a Chinese essay, a Chinese group project, an English individual To Kill A Mockingbird project, an English group To Kill A Mockingbird project, a speech to sort of memorize, geometry homework, Spanish review...*grabs hair and starts pulling out little tufts*

I did nothing today. NOTHING. Reading an abundant amount of manga does not fall into the category of "something". This is the exact reason why I'm starting to dread my sleepovers at my aunt's house.

I REALLY, REALLY need to get on my pictures...I haven't drawn anything presentable in a few months, and I planned on using the free time this break to do something but FREE time doesn't seem to like me anymore.

I got a Verizon Juke, and I'm not too psyched. It's too thick, too long, and the screen is too small, but as I got it for free, I'll just have to bear with it at least for a year. I think I have enough willpower to do that

So, that dinner on the 27th was pretty eventful however much I hated it. My aunt's friend got my family a table at this New East Lake Restaurant in Milpitas (the one near my house is MUCH, MUCH better), because she is the freaking nicest person ever. She wasn't even there to enjoy the dinner and the show with us. She got us those tables because there were going to be some performances by some Shaolin kung fu-ers, women from Beijing, and some amateurs singers who aren't really artists but just went up to sing some songs popping some eardrums with their terrible voices. The Shaolin kung fu was nice, but it had me a bit scared. The space was very small, and every flip and flying kick they did made me think they were going to crash into something. Their cries were also...freaky. The women did this group formation thing and did some synchronized hand movements. They messed up a few times though...I also thought they looked bitchy...And I encountered a VERY frightening,nasty experience that night...*shivers at the thought*

There was a restroom inside that restaurant with two stalls that both had locks. Near the end of our dinner, I really needed to go, so I strolled to the restroom and entered. Walking to the nearest stall, I twisted the doorknob, and as the door was not locked, I assumed no one was inside so I opened the door. I saw one of the women from Beijing that had preformed earlier kneeling on the stall. I was confused for the door was not locked so I expected no occupants, but that bewilderment was replaced by the thought "Is she being emo?". She was staring at me, and after a split second, she raised her hand and said something in Mandarin that I cannot recall. I glanced down, and I saw something brown and wet come out of her vagina(I said before that she was KNEELING). It suddenly registered in my mind what she was doing, so I mumbled a "sorry" and backed out, closing the door in the process. I left the restroom as quick as I could as I knew the other stall was also occupied for I had heard the woman I had seen tell her companion of the situation................

That means you Johnson.(This is only for the cut).

On a MUCH brighter and happier note, my baby cousin is about to be a big brother!! His little brother's due date is on January 23(I said 28 before, but I was wrong)!!! Another baby to play with!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!! I have come to love babies through my two-year old baby cousin. Cute babies though, or maybe I should say that I like cute babies MORE than...not as cute ones. Call me ignorant; I don't care. Cute babies are just more lovable.

I've realized that my posts have been getting really long...I guess that's a good thing since it probably means that I'm opening up and allowing my feelings and thoughts to flow out. I used to keep everything bottled up, but I guess it helps to have someplace where you can let them out ans stop yourself from exploding. XD

Christmas...

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 22:35:20 GMT

makes me tired...

It brings your hopes and happiness straight through the roof and brings it crashing down.

We actually played White Elephant last night. White Elephant Asian-style. Okay, not really; I just felt the need to say that. Anyway, it was, in a small way, fun. The gifts weren't all that great as there were like 5 or 6 of the same ones and as most of the gifts were for my two-year old baby cousin. XD My aunt coordinated this at the last minute just to add a little spice to our Christmas gathering; she cut up sixteen little pieces of paper for the sixteen relatives present, wrote down the numbers from 1 to 16, and put it into a bowl. Being the little devil I was(EXAGGERATION ON DEVIL, emphasis on little), I first took two pieces of papers out and added one with a "HAHA! MERRY CHRISTMAS!" written on it. It was funny to see their reactions. XDD

I didn't get anything other than $60 and a $25 Borders card. My family really likes giving me bookstore gift cards...currently, I have 5; some are even from two or three years ago. I really need to use them!! My parents and aunts are planning on getting my brother and me cell phones. I've been volunteering a lot lately so they think it'd be very convenient for me to have one. XD As for my brother...he just wants one so he gets one. :[ They plan on getting us Verizon phones, but I hate their designs....and the only ones that I actually like are being used by my parents right now...D: NOOOO...Stupid freaking sensitive slide phones.....
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I spent four hours at Valley Fair on Sunday. I went back to the gift wrapping booth, but they didn't need any help...Then, I walked around the mall with my friends, going back to the booth at short intervals, and each time, they were "We don't need any help; Thanks." GARRRRRR!!!!
So my legs were completely sore...BUT I GOT STARBUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! SECOND TIME IN MY WHOLE FREAKING LIFE AND IT WAS .IKE HEAVEN!!! My parents are opposed to any coffee-drinking as it's bad for you health. I got busted last time I drank it, so I'M HAPPY!!!!

Oh, and I learned a VERY important lesson on Sunday: NEVER order an Original Jamba Juice and plan on finishing it by yourself. SHARE it with a friend, because if don't, your stomach will BURST!!
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I feel a strong urge to spend my money...It stays in my pocket screaming to be used...HAHA. I can feel myself changing...gradually but the changes are happening...I hate it. It heightens my feelings of nostalgia, and it KILLS.

I don't like spending parents' cash; that's probably the biggest reason why I don't/didn't like to go out. Credit cards are better to use than cash(don't ask me why; my parents just say it is, and as they're wiser than me in that field, I take their word for it. I really should ask why though huh?), and seeing as I don't have a credit card.....I don't know. Anyway, when they buy stuff for me, try to pay them back as a GOOD person would do, but they just won't accept it. That really makes my inclinations to go out and but things I want decrease.

I don't feel like continuing right now...I really need to start on my homework . Four days into the break and I've done squat.

...I'm Tired...Really, Really Tired...

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 07:36:49 GMT

AHHH, so tired...

Badminton was just gay today...I didn't play as half as well as I could because I was feeling tired though I wasn't physically tired. It's the mental strain of this past week that's really gotten to me. I just didn't feel like doing anything. Plus, every time I got into the car (about three times) I fell asleep. That's not really unusual for me as I do tend to fall asleep during car rides because of the repetitiveness of the car, but I only get sleepy for long (20 minutes and longer) rides. Today's trips were short ones, and I still slept. I slept more than eight hours last night which is about two hours more than usually get. Maybe this is compensation for my many lost hours of sleep. Does that last sentence even make sense?...I really don't give a damn right now...

I got a new screen name for AIM as I don't know my password for my old one. It's saved on my computer, so that's the only reason I can actually sign on. However, if I were to go to a different computer, I would be unable to log on, thus pushing me to create a new one and to force the password of that new one into my brain. My old one is almost exactly a year old too. XD I created it as I first discovered Code Geass (almost exactly a year too!) because I was a total fanatic about it and just had to do something with the awesomeness. So, I created an AIM using the title...backwards.

Baccano! fanart mania over at the Baccano Lj Community. And it's all thanks to the holidays.

Code Geass has been dubbed and is going to be releases in spring of 2008, the same time season two is scheduled to start. Interesting...I have long ago ceased to be a ~~complete~~ dub-hater, but there is still spite in my heart for it. I saw the trailer, and I guess it's not too bad...other than young Lelouch's voice, the way they say Lelouch, the bad narration, and Suzaku's voice. I really liked Lelouch's/Johnny Young Bosch's "Well then". Very fitting as both the phrase and the tone.

Gurren-Lagann's fate is similar to that of Code Geass's....

Jamie Lynn Spear's is pregnant...and she's only 16. Sad, huh? And there was a news report questioning whether or not Britney was to blame for this situation. Some journalists claim that the paparazzi are mostly interested in Britney and Jamie wanted some of the limelight. But, though that may be a factor that caused the pregnancy to come about, the blame all comes down to Jamie. It was and is her decision whether or not to let the silliness of popularity affect her greatly. It was and is her decision whether or not she succumbed to the pressure of the celebrity life. It was and is her decision, and in the end, it all comes down to her and her choices. You have no one to blame but yourself.

Jumbled Feelings

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 08:11:01 GMT

Happy:
Christmas break is upon me at last! The freedom and solitude that it brings could well be my rejuvenation! It is the escape from the evil teachers and pestering friends(not really!)! I sound like a gay horoscope~! I also got tons and tons of sweets, and now with break, my journey across the field of weight gain is all too simple. I don't know why, but the people in my Geometry class wanted to take a class picture with the gay teacher. My friends and I protested by just sitting at our desks and refusing to budge as they tried to persuade us to move into the picture. Finally, we conceded with one silent exception: we hid behind this huge guy so we weren't seen in the picture when we were actually in the picture. THAT is how much we hate him.

Tired:
I just spent half the day in Valley Fair Mall helping random shoppers wrap gifts. I stood there most of the time just waiting for people to come up to our tables and ask for help. I got home at 8:30...

Shame and Jealous:
I messed up plenty of times today and even got a word so harsh that repeating it will make me feel like hiding under the covers for all eternity. I see others wrap presents so perfectly that it makes me not only want to strangle them, but to strangle myself as well. We had a talent show in English and seeing people preform their spectacularly awesome-er than anything I could ever do talents make me feel depressed and so envious...GAAAAAAAARRRR There was also this guy who could draw 13248936856958068 times better than me...he's so going to die someday. I'll make sure of it. As I didn't have a fabulously wonderful talent, I came up with this idea to gather other talentless people and sing Christmas songs to join in on the festive holiday spirit and to force the rest of our class to feel the already happy feelings. We sang "Rudolph The Red-nosed Reindeer", and we were SO off-key. But that was our first trial, it was to be expected. XD
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So all in all, not the best way to end my 2007 school days. It seems to me that the only good things that came out of this week are my gayest teacher not showing up on Monday, going to my friend's house and having fun talks(I really enjoy that. I've only been there twice, but it's really interesting and fun), volunteering, and Thursday's board games.
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You know what he said on Thursday? "It looks like you guys aren't getting this...Oh well." Yeah, he actually said that. Those were the exact(maybe not exact) words that came out of his stinking mouth during a Geometry lecture as he stared at the class's bank stares. WHAT KIND OF TEACHER SAYS THAT?!??!?!?!?!?!?! Teachers are supposed to be SUPPORTIVE. They are supposed to HELP you, not give up on you just like that. I SWEAR, SOMEDAY, HE WILL DIE AND I WILL SEE HIS ANGUISH-FILLED DEMISE! (Yeah, it'll be full of anguish as he will be slowly tortured with multiple torturing tools and be crying tears of blood as he shrieks for help, but one comes because no one likes him and he will be forced to die a slow, painful death as everyone wants).
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Now, if you'll excuse me, I shall go indulge myself in the multitudes of sweets I have ~~stolen~~ received from my fellow classmates today as part of the Christmas spirit.

The Blues

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 00:36:33 GMT

I've been feeling really tired these past two days. Maybe all my excitement and happiness was used up on Monday and has left me to feel tired and depressed and totally not myself. *sigh*

Two more days left of this torture, and I can finally relax for say a week. ..and the other week of break is left for homework, projects, and studying. Then, Hell comes once again in the form of Dead Week when we study our asses off for finals.

Today is my baby cousin's second birthday...He usually comes over on weekdays as his mom works near my home and my mom can take care of him, but he was taken to the doctor early this morning as he developed a cold over the course of one night(I make it sound ridiculous, but it's really not). So, I will not be able to see him today...or tomorrow...or Friday...his mom has a party on Thursday, and she doesn't work on Fridays. He won't be coming over for a few months too(starting with yesterday, though it was supposed to be Thursday) because his mom is pregnant with his younger brother(JANUARY 28!!!!!!). *sigh* This is going to kill me, but I guess it's sort of a good things, as finals are approaching...This makes me want to turn time back and go back to middle school when everything was fun and happy and just plain awesome...I canceled my shift at the Holiday Botique for nothing...

That stupid son of a bitch put on this movie called Core, and every few seconds he pauses it to explain to us "if a bird falls on glass, it is not liable to break" and "there's no way anything can withstand the pressure deep underneath the Earth". He went on and on contradicting the movie, and he was being so practical about the "exaggeration" of the events in the movie. Movies are there for us to enjoy, not for us to squeeze and find every little speck of contradiction to the laws of physics. Movies exaggerate many points, but that's what make them fun; that's what sucks us in and makes us feel as if we were part of the situation, but no, that's not good enough for him. He has to be so freaking stuck in reality that he can't even get into a good movie that amplifies even a tiny piece of accepted fact. He's so narrow-minded that it makes me want to squeeze his brain to a pulp(it's won't be such a hard feat as it's so thin already) and just dispose of him forever.

Most of the class finished there labs today(my group finished a long time ago, so I had a free period to roam around and have fun!), and we were really rowdy. Later, a girl claimed that she lost her phone, and as everyone started searching, the teacher said that it was probably in the general area were she was doing the lab and also said that she was really loud when she was working. This was AFTER the lab; if he thought she was too loud, then why didn't he tell her to zip it?! What, is he too LAZY to even open his mouth and speak a few words to a student he says was too loud?! He's teacher for crying our loud. It's his JOB to police us and keep us from disturbing others in the vicinity, but what does he do?! He just continues to sit there doing his work(that what he claims. we think it's porn) as we get out of hand and become very noisy, and he chooses to berate her LATER. MUCH LATER. Some teacher...

Blue is my favorite color, but it represents sadness and nostalgia...

Descent

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 06:30:16 GMT

My mood has descended into the levels of depression. And you wonder why? I don't really think I need to explain...but I will anyway.

He was at school today. Yes, he came back, and that has left me in despair(SZS reference XD). I was really, really, really hoping he wouldn't be here today, but my hopes came crashing down as I walked into my Geometry class. *sigh*

So my happiness has completely dissolved, and here I am, left with nothing but DESPAIR! This just makes me want to kill him even more. I mean, no one liked or even likes him, so why can't he just realize that solid and very obvious fact and just leave? UGH

Oh, and the weather did nothing to improve my day. Rain, rain, and more rain. Damp, cold, mucky. Those are the only words that can describe today...along with gay. Totally, completely, gay.

So I told my mom that I would be at my friend's house today after school as my friends and I had a project to finish (three freaking days to plan and complete a board game using our legal terms and incorporating creativity and multiple intelligences; HOW...no, WHY does my teacher have to try to squeeze EVERYTHING into the shortest time possible?!). Turns out she has another project to do for drama, so she had to postpone OUR meeting to 5. I don't know why, but that just makes me mad. It just does.

Well, I guess all good things must come to an end...

The only good thing about today was that we actually finished planning our game, so now all we have to do is make flashcards, type the instructions, and work out any little kinks...by Thursday.

I have a Holiday Botique volunteer thing tomorrow and Thursday after school...and tomorrow is my baby cousin's second birthday. Gosh damnit, I won't be able to play with him tomorrow...WHY did I sign up for this stupid Red Cross volunteer event?! WHY?!

Oh and new layout! I stayed with the other one for a really long time, but I decided that it was time for a change.

The Happiest Day of My Life?

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:02:53 GMT

Everyday(except for Wednesdays!!!!<--best day of the week), when I'm in the locker room changing from my P.E. clothes into my regular attire after an hour of exercise, I always think "Damn, I have Geometry next", and however great I feel, my elation crashes down hard and quick whenever that thought crosses my mind. I then trudge with heavy legs and a feeling of despair and great doom towards my Geometry class, all the while cursing the stupid teacher who is the only reason why I hate Geometry(and Physics) so much.

I expected today to be no different.

True enough, the thought did run through my brain, and I dreaded the upcoming boring and completely pointless period. My feelings of hatred were already mounted as my friend and I had complained about the utterly pathetic and useless teacher, and any mention of the wretched name made (and makes) my blood boil with rage and leaves me with a strong desire to inflict pain on that bastard. I stomped into the locker room and shouted to another friend, "I WANT TO KILL HIM!". She was puzzled, and as I explained, she agreed. I tromped out of the locker room after my quick change, and walked with my friend towards our third period classes. I took my time getting to the classroom as the less time I had to spend in his presence the better, and as I entered the room, I noticed a man that was not my teacher at the front of the classroom. I sat down and stared, and understanding slowly dawned on me. It was then my depressed state morphed, in the blink of an eye, into an ecstatic state. My feelings of dread and despair vanished and in their place, happiness emerged. I could not believe it! He, the terrible and worthless son-of-a-b***h was not here today! He, the I-think-I-can-teach-but-I-really-can't geezer, was not here! Instead, it was another man, a substitute, and I couldn't have been happier. I do not believe I have ever felt so great in my life; I do not believe I have ever went through such a quick transition of extreme emotion, but there I was: possibly the happiest person alive. That moment is a moment I will cherish forever. It is an unforgettable moment- the realization that the most hated man(?) ~~on Earth~~ in the whole universe was not there to force on out pour ears his terrible voice, to force on out pour eyes his ugly face, to force on our pour, innocent souls his evilness.

That memory- that moment- is now implanted in my brain, never to be forgotten.

I started talking to my other friend. I asked him if we really did have a sub today with the widest grin I have ever had on my face, and he asked me if I was really that happy that our teacher was not here today. I gave him confirmation, and he told me I was evil(in a friendly way). Throughout that whole period, I could not stop talking; I talked about how happy I was that he was not present and other nonsense that was only there to put more spice into the conversations. If I really didn't care about boring my listener, I would have went on and on about my jubilant emotions.

My joyous mood continued throughout the day, and now, I am tired. Completely wiped out. Perhaps it was all the talking I did today, or maybe it was just the excitement of not having to see the maggot for one whole school day. If every day were like this, I'd always be pooped by the evening, but I wouldn't care. As long as I don't have to look, hear, or feel the presence of that a*s, I am more than content.

Cold

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 01:58:45 GMT

So, not only is the weather cold; I have a cold too. It's been persisting since Friday, and the little shred of optimism in me decided not to take medicine in the belief that my symptoms would disappear by the next day. That was smart. So now here I am, with a burning head, a scratchy voice, a runny nose, two cold hands and feet, and my mom worrying about me. A stupid act on my part; haven't I learned anything in Health Science this year?! I know the severity of an ongoing infection, but what do I do? I just ignore it. That's right, I just ignore it, and where has that left me? Yeah. Well all I can do right now is take medicine( not that it really helps; it just slows or kills some symptoms) and hope that my lymphocytes are killing the stupid viruses that have entered my body. Go lymphocytes! Go!

December Birthdays

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 23:48:00 GMT

December 3:
Mr. Bleach Fanatic- You should have told me it was your birthday! I had to ask you three or four days late(can't remember exact date)! GRRR...and I had to say "happy belated birthday" instead of goo ol' "happy birthday"! ARGH!!!!!! WHATEVER! I have your birthday down on my calender, so you watch out next year. Watch out... and you're the oldest freshman I know!

December 6 :
Ms. J.P.- I remembered it was your birthday the day before your birthday! You're too nice for your own good and too good for your own good and too happy for your own good, but that's fine because that's what makes everyone "love" you(yes, there are quotations around love because I don't say i "love" people because I don't love people. It's just to show how everyone else feels about you).

December 14:
Ms. Brandariz- I have your birthday tatooed on my brain. GOSH. Why DID you have to enroll in a private school?! You could be with the rest of us,and then I'd have had the chance to wish you a happy birthday in person!!
Ms. Lulu-You really don't look fifteen you know? You might wanna gain a few inches to look more like your age (no offense XD)
Ms. Halder- Same to you. XP I don't know how many times I said happy birthday to you on Friday!

December 15:
Mr. S. Lau- I found out the day before your birthday that it was you birthday the next day! ...because you had cake in your hair! XP but you didn't look too happy...

December 16:
Ms. Mervana- You wrote it in my planner XD. I'll call you later on today to wish you a happy birthday (this just reminded me of "we wish you a Merry Christmas and a HAppy New Year"). I'm making you a card!!!

December 17:
Ms. B. Lu- You just didn't want to tell me your birthday huh?! I had to get it off someone else!!!! You're a butt! XD. Anyway, it's tomorrow!! Maybe I should make you a card too...

December 21:
Ms. S. Chau- You told me on Friday! XD and you were all jumping and yelling that your birthday was in a week. You shouldn't be too happy about it...you're getting closer to death. XDDDDD. KIDDING!...or am i?
And our English class talent show is on that day too. That must have put a damper on you happiness (or so I hope XD), but that's also our last school day of the '07 year!

.PDF v.s. .DOC

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 06:39:51 GMT

I hate Acrobat Reader for the sheer reason that my computer doesn't have it. This is really inconvenient if your teachers really like posting homework documents in .pdf format. I need the stupid administrators password to download Acrobat Reader, but no; I don't know the password, thus denying me certain download luxuries and most importantly, Acrobat Reader.

The Shocking Truth

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 05:29:50 GMT

Teachers like to torture their students. After a long, relaxing weekend, they pile up the homework on Mondays just to make our lives miserable. They want to catch us off guard and push the knowledge that could have been gained during our two free days into our brains until they rot.

Teachers have a conspiracy against weekends and students. Some may say that they too, look forward to a nice weekend, but that's exactly what they want us to believe. It's to hide the fact that they are aliens. Aliens from a far, far planet that have 24/7, seven days a week schools. They have come to our planet to take over it and force their evil ways onto us. They are creatures that have no mercy, creatures that live with no joy, that do not believe in weekends. They enforce the homework load onto us after weekends because they despise it. Slowly, but surely, they are worming their way into the heart of this planet and will someday destroy the wondrous weekends we have all come to love. They have a plan, an evil, devious plan. They have minds far superior than our puny human ones and have concocted a scheme that we have no idea of and will probably have no idea of until it hits us smack in the face. The only thing we can do is to continue fighting. Continue fighting the malicious aliens and their belief of no weekends. We must keep fighting before it is too late to save out Earth from these "teachers". We must keep fightng for our love of weekends is much greater than their hate.

HATRED

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 07:08:12 GMT

There are so many reasons to hate my teacher. It's pretty obvious which one I'm talking about. At the end of my '08 school year, I'm going to have thousands, maybe millions, of reasons of why and how he is so despicable, and I'm going to make a list that is going to contain all those facts. Then the people of this world will know how terrible of a teacher, maybe even person, he is and will help me plot and carry out his demise. That way, the world can be a much, much happier and brighter place .

'I Hold Onto the Wings of the Eagle'

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 08:03:07 GMT

I just felt like saying that, because I've been listening to "hero" by Nickelback a lot lately. And it's all thanks to someone who made an AMV of Baccano! using that song.

Well, I actually finished my Chinese homework early today. :) But it's really nothing to be proud of seeing as it was a piece of cake.

The hundreds of thousands (of millions) of icons on my hard drive are still in the process of being put and probably forgotten on Photobucket. I used to think 20 was a lot of pictures for my computer and wouldn't allow myself to have over that amount, but now, I'm saving 'em like there's no tomorrow.

I should go to sleep now since I really need to catch up on it. XD

I really don't feel like changing my layout as I really like my current one though I do not believe that peace will ever come about.

Pixxa~~~AND CG II IN SPRING 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:32:27 GMT

I thought "pixxa" looked better than "pizza".

Red Cross Banquet today after school! It was fun. Every member who was there introduced themselves in front of everyone else, but it was a small group so it wasn't that nerve-wracking. And we got pixxa and chips and soda and pasta. I was hoping there was going to be some brownies or some chocolate-related foods/snack, but no. OH WELL. I have truffles at home. Really, really soft truffles. The ones that look like poop, but melt inside your mouth and are so fluffy and DELICIOUS that you feel like you're in heaven(maybe the first mouth/bite but after a while, the heavenly feeling wears off, and then after a long while, you completely lose awesome sensation, but I'm not there yet!). I think it's dark chocolate too. XD Anyway, at the end of the banquet, we talked about some fundraisers that we would be having in the future. There's a Christmas caroling one this moth. I MIGHT go though the chances are very slim since my singing can pop ear drums and break glass. I could just lip sync of course, since we're probably going to be in a large group.

There are times I feel very energetic and do stupid things. Not stupid stupid as in really stupid like punching a teacher in the face(damn I really wish I could do that to my Geo/Physics teacher) or kicking a random person in the shins( really wish I could do this to that ARGHUYXGRSYN teacher mentioned above). High energy makes me wild and crazy and talkative and yea.

I realized yesterday that today was my friend's b-day! I saw her "health check" form thingy for sports, and I saw the 'birthdate' part and the blank said "December 6" and then in sixth period, I was like "OMG. Tomorrow IS December six!" So yea. I didn't get her anything. Actually, i never get anyone anything for their birthday. It's this whole thing of me not telling people my birthday so they won't give me gifts and I won't have to buy them presents for their birthday. But for this friend, who is EXTREMELY nice, I wouldn't have minded giving her a present.

My English class was talking about doing Secret Santa today(about the only fun thing we have ever talked about in that class). It sounds like fun...kinda.

My stupid Geo/Physics teacher is just so stupid that he can't mix a simple seating chart or is too lazy to create a newly new one. He puts half the people in class next to the same person, just in different locations and some people sit in the EXACT spot. Others move one seat over. Of the few times we have switched seats in Geo/Physics, I've ALWAYS been in the same three seats. The only good part about those three seats are that they are the farthest from his ugly face. First, in Physics, I was put in a seat at the very right of the room. Then, we switched seats and I was moved over one freaking seat. Then, the next day when we changed seats for Geo, he moved me into my previous seat in Physics! And yesterday, we switched seats again and he fucking left me in the same spot! Today, in Geo, he moved me to the seat NEXT TO my seat in Physics. I want to strangle him so bad. Just grab the ass's neck(with 20 pairs of gloves to keep my hands from getting dirty) and twist and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze until he just drops onto the ground and breaks his neck because he is so weak and fragile and useless. And then, everyone will celebrate-students, teachers, staff, his family even. Heck, the whole world would join in on the wondrous demise of the crappy so-called "teacher".

Infectious diseases sound scary. Mainly STDs though. They all have to do with your genitals and vagina and those areas down there and brown urine and yellow skin and little microscopic animals that infest in your body and urinary tracts and different types of nasty-sounding discharge and painful urination.
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CODE GEASS SEASON TWO!!!!!!!!!!! SPRING OF 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST SEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL SEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why does everything good happen in spring? Fanime, CG II, etc,etc. The only exception is pollen and sneezing and runny noses and maybe rain.
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Today has been the coldest so far. It was so dark outside that it felt like a storm was coming. It was also drizzling/sprinkling which doesn't make me feel too great either.

Hot Cocoa

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 04:35:20 GMT

My Spanish teacher gave us hot cocoa today. Why? I don't know. It was yummy though. Not tasty, just yummy. Is yummy even a word? Maybe it derived from "yum", like a baby said "yummy" and it just stuck and spread.

i heard that my Physics/ Geo teacher's prior(last year/Class of '10) class made him cry! THAT IS SO AWESOME. I want to see that SO BAD. Or maybe I'm just ecstatic that people actually made the hateful, gay, worthless, can't-explain-shit-and-can't-teach-shit retard cry. I realize that if that actually happens and I actually see it, I'll feel sympathy for the stupid bastard, but a part of me REALLY wants to see him weep and cry for his mommy.

I just can't get over how awesome To Kill A Mockingbird is. I love it! and whoever thinks it's gay and boring needs to shut up and get glasses.

FANIME! Why must you be so far away?!

GoSh. I want to read the Baccano! novels soooooooooooooo bad, but I don't want them to be serialized and I'm too lazy to get off my fatt butt( yes, MY "fatt" butt deserves two t's because it's THAT fatt) and learn to read Japanese.

FASHOU?

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 04:46:42 GMT

I don't know how to spell "fashou". I've been saying it a lot lately, but I just don't know how to spell it.

I've finished a lot of anime in the past month and need to write my thoughts on them soon or my feelings will falter and leave me, and then I'll feel no strong emotion about them and have no deep statements to say about it...I guess

Anime I've completed as of late:
-Code Geass
-The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi
-Death Note
-Eureka Seven
-Jungle wa Itsumo Hale Nochi Guu
-Baccano!

Chocolate is Love and made of pure win...especially dark chocolate.

COOL. COLD. FREEZING. The slow, but sure progression from fall into winter, and it's killing me! It rained a little today too...I hate it when it's all damp and the grass is muddy and the floor is wet and everything just looks so murky and dark and gloomy and nasty.

BACCANO! COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh, I get addicted very easily.

Facebook

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 01:33:09 GMT

So...I created a Facebook. Actually I made it a while back; I just never did anything with it. XP. Until like, yesterday. And of course, I joined "Baccano! is the Pulp Fiction of Anime"

jiyutpo th pem kbjfdsg nmnfguag

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 06:33:32 GMT

So it's not just procrastination; I also have time-consuming issues.

Sometimes, I just can't help but hate myself.
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A 97.99% in English and my freaking teacher won't make it a 98%. Just 0.01% more. That's all. A tiny, puny, microscopic level percentage and she won't even consider rounding it up. You can see how much she hates me...and how much I hate her....or how gay she is...Damn I really want that A+

hApPy

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 02:12:54 GMT

It just feels so nice to talk to old friends whom you have not contacted in a while. =) It feels even better when you know that they have not forgotten you and are happy to hear from you.

I've finished, say, 6 anime in the past two months! That's a lot for me. I usually take my time on these things since it's just entertainment, but I buckled down and forced myself to finish some anime that I've been neglecting ever since I started them. It's not that they're bad; I'm just...not time-consuming.

Anyway, Ayu answered my prayers and subbed the last two episodes of my beloved and the very AWESOME Baccano! and of course, I watched it. Neuro and Bamboo Blade fansubbers also made my day when they subbed some episodes. Thank you so much!!!! I will be posting about my thoughts later(possibly much, MUCH later).

I'm going to do something to my layout. Say find one and change the banner because I have this AWESOME picture of Baccano!'s Firo, Ennis, Issac, and Miria(not mine, found on blog) in 2001 that I just LOVE! *crosses fingers that I will not mess up because I am very inept with codes*

I have a pile of homework that needs to be finished tonight! UGH. Why do my teachers have to overload us with homework right when we get back from break?!
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It's really amazing how much a "+" by an A can make a huge difference in your mood. I feel sad. Maybe I should relieve my pain the "emo" way...

I LOVE ISSAC AND MIRIA!!

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 05:14:42 GMT

~~I need an icon with both of them.~~ Lookie here.

Episode 8...When they point at Eve and say that she will be happy, sooo awesome!

I can't get over how SUGOI they are. I love that part.