Saying Something Just to be Saying Something

That's really what I would like to see in myself. Maybe not just one change, but a whole bunch. Or maybe a big one.

So, to start off this wish/desire to change, maskedflame is now cyroblues. I know, it's only been what,  four months since I created this Livejournal account, but I really can't stick with something for too long. It's not my nature. Plus, cyroblues sounds better than maskedflame. XD

Sayonara~

Remember when I said I would write a blog entry about the anime that I've seen in the past few months? Well, I lied, and I don't plan on, seeing the limited time I have, doing it anytime soon.

I really should get going on studying for my Chinese test tomorrow, but I feel too lazy. I want to start studying after I type and send my teacher my essay because...I just do.

Two more days left of this Christmas break, and then Dead Week...Let's hope it doesn't join these past two weeks in trying to kill me.

Gosh, I really wish this Friday was last Friday...that would mean  one more week of break left and more time for anything and everything.

Haha. Stupid teachers trying to drown us in stupid projects...gar

No more candy canes...sometimes, I feel as if I live during Christmas break for only the candy canes that I acquired during the last school days of any year. Peppermint ones rock. As do Sweet Tart flavored ones.

So the winter season of anime has officially started...talk about it when I get the motivation to do that anime entry I've been postponing for the past few weeks/months.
 

We held another party tonight, but it's for my grandmother's birthday so I was obliged to not completely hate another family gathering.

I feel like I've been all over the place lately...

I'm usually not the type of person to be offended by anything, but I guess everyone has their limits. My family thinks of me giving up my phone for my uncle, who needs a new one as his contract has expired, rather than think of my brother giving up his phone for my uncle. It's like they think I need it less than my brother, which is so not true. They all ask me to let my uncle have my phone and ask me to share a cell phone with my mother. There was something else I wanted to add, something related to this topic, but I can't remember it right now, so I'll leave this subject at that.

I'll do a whole anime review thing tomorrow to talk about all the anime I've completed since...a few months ago. I plan to make it short and simple as I don't have a lot of time what with all the homework I have left...

I didn't get everything down like I wanted, because I wanted to post that post before the '08 year. So here's my first post of the New Year...yay?

I bet everyone in my time zone is wishing each other a Happy New Year with joyous smiles and warm hugs filled with love...and I bet the people in the Middle East of Asia are cursing the New Years as it does not mean an end to the depressing lives they are currently leading and as it does not bring them hopes of a brighter future.

So another year has come and gone, and yet here we still are. Though we have been through more experiences, we are still the despicable humans that will never truly change for the better.

I can't help but think of this time last year, when I was still in 8th grade and hating it. Now, looking back, I realize how stupid i was. That year, my 8th grade year, was the best year OF MY LIFE( I know, it's still too early to really know and state this, but from my living years, I feel that that has been the best). There is no competition, because eighth grade had everything-close friends, awesome (and GOOD) teachers that knew how to teach, and a great school. If I could just turn the hands of a clock back and actually go back to those days, I would, without a doubt, be truly happy. Considering my current school life and the way the year is headed, last year was heaven. Heck, it was more than heaven; it was heaven beyond heaven. I hate how time flies...

So, as the countdown is tradition, so is making resolutions, but knowing myself and my complete lack of willpower, even with the strongest of feelings while making my resolutions will not change anything. Those resolutions will remain untouched throughout the whole year and for many years after that.

That's that. '08, here I come (to slip and fall and possibly break a arm or leg). I just can't hate my pessimism.

About one more freaking minute until the start of the joyful screams and shouts to signal the beginning of the 2008 year. Personally, I don't enjoy the New Year anymore as with each year, the world gets worse and worse as we humans get worse and worse causing the Earth to rot away, and one day, in the future, we will be celebrating the New Year with the traditional countdown and as we reach that number one, the Earth will explode as a whole, obliterating everyone and everything on and in it. Yeah. It's going to happen someday. Perhaps not in that exact fashion, but it'll happen. So, seeing as I despise the New Year so much, I shouldn't celebrate it and participate in the countdown right? I wish I could. I wish I could. But sadly, due to my family and due to tradition, I can do nothing to NOT celebrate this...happy event.